Sunday, November 13, 2011

Defining Points

College is a funny time. It is a time for independence and personal growth; for leaving your family and making it all on your own. But somewhere during all the "growing up" that's going on, you long to slow down a bit.  And maybe just maybe, wether you want to it admit it or not, you just want your mom. Like I said, it's a funny time.  

It was during one such occasion, when I was home on break for the holidays. My mom came in my room with almost a sixth sense sense that something was up. (What was up was simply the passing of time. How did I get so "old" all of a sudden?) She had just started a new book and asked if she could read to me for a while. Like so many times in my childhood, we once again entered into some other world together. As she read I was whisked away..."I have no complaints about my path and the places it has taken me; enough complaints to fill a circus tent about other things, maybe, but the path I've chosen has always been the right one, and I wouldn't have it any other way."

There was something about this moment that has always stuck with me. I can't really put my finger on it. It was like the junction of my past and all my childhood with my future and all the places I would go.

So here I sit at 26 wondering does everyone have a moment like this, or is it just me? Are there more to come? My guess is yes. 

Thursday, November 3, 2011

Too much to ask?

Dear men of the world:

I don't want to be an obligation. I don't want to just be something you "have to work on" or "have to pray about."

Yes, there will be work involved.
And I deserve commitment.
And there'd better be lots of prayer.

But I want to be delighted in. I want to know that you're exited to talk to me, that you can't wait to see me, that you want to know not just the events of my day but also how they made me feel. I want you to feel like it's a privilege to gain access to my heart, and to work like you mean it.

I don't want to be told I'm beautiful; I want you to show me.


Sincerely,
Women